Spanish help needed, please?

Now I know that you don't want to end things with me, but you tell me that you have worries which I understand. But in reality you belong with me. Speak to me clearly because we are not some men. I am making up illusions of you; waiting for you until you come and until you may be clear about what you want with me. In reality think about it well because I am waiting for your final decision. And it's not that I stopped feeling something for you, because I feel the same and I am never going to forget you. The decision this time is yours to continue seeing my name in your mail.